I cooked dinner for the past few days even though I was teaching CERT a majority of the days. I started usually around 1400 and cooked straight till dinner around 1800. My parents today stated I didn't prepare this and that right; so frustrating especially when they are the ones telling you not to put too much salt and no spiciness, etc. etc. Then they state "ohhhh you should add some more salt to the tofu" when it was perfectly salty enough already and I know anymore and they'd complain the other way. I mean seriously? you can't shake some extra salt onto your food if you think it needs more?
I feel so unappreciated. My sister isn't even home half the time and I'm taking the blunt of everything. I sacrificed my job and I'm making absolutely no money right now: in fact I'm losing quite a bit from making all the grocery purchases for dinner, etc now for 4 people instead of 2 like before when in Santa Barbara. I don't get to see my lovely lady and instead I get to deal with nag nag nag...
I feel bad that I am pissed off because yes my mom has colon cancer and any decent child would support their parent, but seriously no one knows how tough it is on a caregiver when all they do is work w/ no thanks given. I've already been to the ER once from stress induced PVC's and now I'm getting so sick and tired I just want to give up......
*sigh*
family = sacrifice
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